Depressed childhood; Souvenir.

WHEN YOU THOUGHT ARE DEPRESSING AS F*CK 'CAUSE YOU TOOK (with is greatting) PART OF A DESTROYED SOUL .. :

Have you ever tried to kill a mermaid ? Of course not. Then you'll never know how it feels not to be able to do so. How FRUSTRATING it is. I can't. I tried so many times now. But no way, you can't kill a mermaid. But you can make it feel PAIN? Lot of pain. You can turn it into a kind of demon; you can drown it over and over; you can tear it appart; BUT you will never be able to kill it. Then if you ever see a mermaid, Break it.

Water is fine. Forest is fine. But Air is making breathing a nightmare. It become so hard to breath. Please let me drown. Deepper and deeper. I wanna feel something. Just let me feel. 'Cause even with the hand on the trigger, I can hear my heart beat the same rythm.

And I just have her face in mind. My love, my everything. But I will never have it. I feel like my soul is dripping out of my body. Like my death is near, but will never touch it.

WOW WHAT A HARD LIFE ; to feed me on depressed kids. -Billie